dear diary

Dear diary,

when your friend left u behind though they know u  r alone and free (wit thousand reasons that i can predict like… i lost contact wit them, i busy wit myself, i wont want to follow, im lansi ady, and lots other more), wat shud i think n do?

JZ GET OVER IT AND HAVE UR OWN FUN! i mean, right? yea i need to jz get over it. it’s not like the first time something like this happened to me. im jz nt as important as the others.hohohoho. bet nobody knows me well

dear diary, thanks for listening..

ps: uh oh, i mean me n my diary stick together

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Love After Love

The time will come
when, with elation,
you will great yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror,
and each will smile at the other’s welcome,

and say, sit here, Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life.

- Derek Walcott

ps: anyone understand what’s this supposed to mean?

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Alamanda outing day

Yesterday(1 Dec 09) was supposed to be my alone outing day to Alamanda to watch moviesss. 2012, Christmas Carol and Ninja Assassin were on the maybe-im-going-to-watch-today list haha..either 2 of them. hm reached Alamanda around 3 while 2012 will start at 3.05, lucky me. since i was alone it was way much easier for me to get a sit and yea,i did get a good sit..

2012 movie poster

Well, 2012..the movie that ive been longing to watch since the movie poster came out. i kinda like a movie about the end of the world cos its jz…interesting hehe..

this movie was totally booming in Malaysia, guess from what i heard from people that they queue a long way jz to watch this movie n hvnt mentioned that the tickets sold out though New Moon has already premiere here. experienced by me myself hahah..

So basically this movie is talking about the end of the world. the time when the world will change back to 0001, a new era wit a new calender. so who is strong enuf to survive? who has the courage? who got the power to buy the right to live? who has no chance to survive? who has to give up because of the selfishness of human? who has to surrender? you will see how people will treat each other when they face this kind of situation, the one who still have heart and the one who doesnt.

The story itself actually is something very common, looking from the main character who can get through all the “danger”,that is really ridiculous, the part when the main character by John Cusack is driving a car where the entire family is inside and gone through all the falling building (ya hollywood kinda movie). but it gets more interesting when reaching the end part. there was this touching moment when the guy who discover and found out what will happen have to die with his family because the US government dint send help to bring them to the safe-big-boat as been promised. *touch*

Okok no more spoiler for u who havent watch (but i doubt u havent watch this lol)

For the effect, it is wowsome! while i was watching this movie, i kept wondering how they did this effect, ya i knw there are plenty of movies which have this kind of effect but still i had this wow-moment while watching it.so overall i’ll give 3.7stars from 5

For me, The Day After Tomorrow is still way better than this 2012. who agree with me? ^^

The Day After Tomorrow movie poster

Let me continue with my Alamanda trip,haha.after finished my 2012, my friend suddenly join me, so it means i couldnt continue for another movie!  hooo…Sushi King was the next stop (pokkai ady),i dint eat much, very less can be said, only 2 plates of sushi which ady cost me 10RM =.=”.. hungry until sleep time,poor me hahaha..no Soe and Leo to accompany for supper @.@

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Wishlist

on my gosh..i have alot of things that i want in mind! how?? n ive not enough money to buy T.T i really need income to buy wat i wan or else, i jz can dream of these things :(

iMac and SE. Satio

well, im thinking to have iMac or Macbook when i start working or while im working,  it will be fun and great working in a Mac, doesnt it?maybe i can save that for later.. n my other dream phone which ive been wanting to have since it’s still on “coming soon” list,Sony Ericcson Satio..it will cost me 2xxxRM to buy..that is why both of them still in my “WishList” >.< NO MONEY

Britney's The Single Collection box set and Intuos 4 Wacom

sigh..do u know how much Britney’s newest album set will cost me?? 3xxRM! gosh..i really want to have that exclusive set of her album T.T i need to book for it but it’s so expensive..im still thinking whether to buy it or not..i wan wan wannnnn .. the other consideration is becos i need to buy this Wacom..either the newest Bamboo or Intuos 4,Intuos 4 will cost me around 12xxRM i guess, Bamboo will cost me less than 1000RM..but sure the Intuos 4 is better quality or can be said is the best..sigh.. howww???? where i got money to buy all those things?? damn..

i still have other important things to buy such as a USB which will cost me..ermmm not sure..and the Faceshop thingy for my face which will cost me around 150RM and the Doctor’s medicine for my face!! 150Rm as well for 1 month.. :( n i only have limited money to spend..how good if i got work..

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pissed

poeple are so selfish. i guess it includes me. but hope they can watch their damn mouth! hurting ppl is jz so easy to do. remember that.

better dont ask for my help anymore, when i need help it’s vy difficult to get. pissed!

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Saturday rant

Can be said my semester was done ady yesterday ^^ ive been working so so hard this semester,i guess haha..it’s a miracle i can pass my sem safely ;) ok, i’ll show u one of my 3D modelling helped by my housemate, Soehendy Husin, bilion billion thanks !!

SE C902, 3Ds Max Modelling

remember this phone??? i work my ass off to buy this phone last year,yea exactly last year around this month- December, ended up my bro supplied me the money to buy hehe :) . enough about my assigments, for now. yesterday (Nov 27,2009), without having any plan at all, i was treated Korean food for lunch for helping my classmate with her assignments n i did help her. dunno i can be that helpful haha..n at night i ate homemade food from her grandma..feel so different..thanks Novia hehe..

Saturday! weekend without any assignments is great. suddenly plan again tday, was asked by fren to go watch 2012 at 1U buttttttttttt…it was sold out!!damn..why do ppl still watch 2012 when there’s New Moon? i tot Malaysia ppl siao with New Moon?? hahah..

ok so let me review abit about New Moon,though most of u shud have know ady about the story :)

Twilight Saga: New Moon

this movie is really made only for the fans from my opinion, most of u which is not a fan i guess will get annoyed because of the cliche story and cheese dialogues like “i love you” “you are my everything” “i wont be able to hurt” “i will protect you forever”, something like that hahah XD..and for teenagers especially girls! u will see a lot of hot guys inside, for me the most gorgeous guy is still Cullen’s father, Mr.Cullen by Peter Facinelli (he kinda looks like Eric Bana i guess) and Kellan Lutz as Emmet Cullen. For guy there will be Ashley Greene as Alice Cullen, the most gorgeous girl here and Dakota Fanning as Jane! Google them yourself,ok? :D Sorry guys, Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson suck..

Overall, this movie stands at 2.5 stars from 5, my judgement ;) but still worth watching since it is vy famous haha..

Anyway,i bought B.U.M undies again tday,attracted by the discount ;) and i was having a vy vy delicious food jz now..dunno u guys agree or not but i jz love it! i went to Tropifruits at 1U there,lower ground and bought this…

Durian pancake

Durian pancake!! wahaha so yummy!!

ciao,enough for tonite :)

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welcome home

it’s been few months since i wrote something at here, my poor blog :) . it was the feeling of bored and heat and everything that u can imagine when u r tired of something. writing about myself. but here i am, back here and typing again.

been sleeping very late lately. i look like an old man now + pimpless!! @.@..i supposed to have my holiday starting from tomorrow,my last submission for 3D subject, but unfortunately im not lucky enough to finish it on time. damn. rendering is sucks. somemore rendering in my poor Lenovo. bleh~ so we’ve been asking for extension till Saturday,hope i can make it.. after that then i’ll be freeee~ boring holiday ahead,no plan n jobless. been carving to find an internship for this holiday but…yea im suck >.<

another thing was..knowing some new frens, bad and good one, loosing some frens, bad and good one. realize people just come n go from ur life, what do u expect. life can be cruel sometimes, or always will be. i wonder why nowadays its very difficult to trust people, i hate people, mostly because of the things that come out from their mouth, everything is a lie,if u dint mean what u said then better shut the f up. =.=”

Cinderella: the untold story

anyway, anyone wanna watch the short film that i shoot for my Mutimedia design subject’s project?? hahah..talking bout movie, i missed a lot of movies!!anyone? movies? XD

UPDATED!! my short film and TVC for my Multimedia’s project. Enjoy! :D

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anger can take u nowhere

“nila setitik habis susu sebelanga” – a proverb from indonesia  - one mistake can blow all ur hardwork away

ever do a mistake to someone then all ur goodness towards that person gone without anytg left? tell me about it, tat always happen to me. either im stupid or..wateva =.=

gud luck wit everything

ps: anyway. i didnt ask for any second chance or wateva chance

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angry

im so f-ing angry.i hate waiting.i feel like a fool if i wait when im not supposed to wait.wtf.

im so f-ing angry.i hate to be lied.im nt an idiot but i keep eating lie.wtf

im just f-ing angry.i really wanna scold n yell at ppl @0@

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PS.

ive been very very busy and lazy to update my blog @.@,maybe i need a break but when i got sumting in mind sure i’ll update.

cartoonq1

anyway, yesterday was 911 so it was laileiyei’s birthday,it’s been more than a year we know each other :D , hope u had a great bday yesterday..ah n another 2 frens of mine who had their bday yesterday as well, im hoping for the best for both of u too, Roy n Chuan ^^

was having a fun KL trip yesterday with leo n ahenk,joined by hiro later at nite, it was fun and the oldtown midnite chit chating was fun as well, truth games with er chui questions =.=”

got my 1st videocam tday,not fond of it,bought it just for the sake of projects @.@ sigh~

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