last nite,it happened again,i was slapped hard by words which forcing me to wake up from every single of my dreams.i felt so sick n cant sleep cos i wanna cry. went out for a walk to get fresh air dint help much. wanna talk to someone but i was sick of telling ppl about my problems so i try to shut my mouth.
this is not wat i wan, ive been longing to try, to think way to make things work but unfortunately it dint work. no chance. n now it wont ever become true.
been trying not to let myself fall for u from the beginning. but i do fall in the end.n of course ive been telling myself it wont ever work,million million times.but wat am i supposed to do?im stupid. wan to blame me for being stupid? go ahead.
enough enough,thx for reading…
ps: jz forget it after u read tis ppl
how i wish there’s a bathtub here so i can be in it whole day