weekend rant

so its weekend again. the days which supposed to be lovely. ya its lovely when i hang out with people that i feel comfortable with , enjoying the day. but when i have to stay at home or hang around myself,i feel..lonely. that’s the reason sometimes i prefer my workdays with colleagues in the office rather than alone at home on weekends. cant blame me rite?

people do come and go, just like friends for me. people that i feel comfortable to be with always left or distance themselves from me after period of time. am i that bad..might be something wrong with me if there’s more than 2 peoples did the same thing, i guess. busy is the most used excuse that was given which left wit no news in the end. i really dont think im asking too much..companion is all im asking..the fact is,it is really not easy to be alone. u might can handle it, i do can handle it as well,but not all the time.

i might not be the only friend or someone for u all but u are my only friends that i love to be with. i sound selfish,dont i